damn it

you just don't know how much it hurts

dismal

When you start to believe in things you do not believe in, you have eventually stopped believing in things that you always believe in.
Those days are gone, it seems like yesterday was merely dream, and it shattered all over in the memory.
Lonesome that remains is what I breathe, grieves that have me in vain to be my lead.







But not all who wander are lost....

discretely

Thousand miles away from you,
Caught me in this barren road,
Striving in this far away love,
A dejected spirit and a broken soul,
Not knowing where else should I go,
Solitary has killed this busy streets,
The city has fallen into a deep sleep,
I sowed a field of worry seeds,
They grieve me whenever I reap,
This paranoia kills...

"Dear God, the only thing I ask of You, is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away from her..."

Noel's Affection

A wreath hanging on the door,
Along with a handsel on the floor,
The mystery errants in the lure,
It is so absolute and pure,
A gift is a true love for the one I adore.

Beneath a tree of mistletoe,
A sparrow and another soul,
Sings a carol and dances on his own,
Forgetting the woes and all the sorrows,
Holding the one I love so close.

I wish it snows and then a Christmas white,
Catching snowflakes throughout the Silent night,
Clasping myself to you and you clinch mine,
Dismiss the crackers but the stars that glisten in the sky,
I see the detail of my life in your eyes that emit lights.

It ain't no surprise our love is a splendor,
We ain't got any luxuries but we make wonders,
Like how the Lord lights up my candle,
I found one keen, witty and pretty lass in a quiet wrapper,
Yeah I dated her since last year's 1st of September.

We are moving on and we seem to be content,
Counting nights that elapsed before I see you then,
Your face, your smiles are already enlighting my days,
To date you again, feel you and hold you are all rambling in my head,
And I heard the echo of your voice over again and again,

Tell me baby please, how am I gonna wait!?

<3

When darkness sings

As time has come where sweet fades away, he hold onto nothin but an empty vow, as she was alone, he broke her down. Rapid pulse pounding on his chest, he was lost in the middle of no where, forgetting what he said in the promises they have made, as he closes his eyes and look deep inside, he sees the beast of his past, lies on the shadow beneath his heart.

Cries wouldn't mend her heart, tears wouldn't undo what he has done, only sorrows come along with this misfit. He was about to lose the greatest lady of his life, he stills wanna be in love. Looking back those days that they had, the memories that they share, it appears as scrolls of faithful vows. But they are now shattered and ages it takes to glean them back. The reign of darkness will not last long, hoping this holy festive will enchant a flicker flash of light on this rusty metal and together they are blessed by miracle.

The clock is ticking, it took away his confident. It's strange that someone closest to him has gone so far away. Learning how to talk again in the fear that he gains. Tonight he stutters, alone in the umbrage, trying to take all the clutters out of his head. That's the monster that leads them astray. But he keeps holding on, reaching out his shivering, timid finger, dashing through the murky dungeon. He wants to push the restart button. He is sure he's gonna treat her what she deserved to be treated and never gonna tear her apart no more.

It's late, the spring fades away. It's cold outside, stale and shabby, come home baby, please, hear me say...

Eastern, Part #2

About an hour off from the mainland and forgetting how's the hustle bustle city looks like.
It might be a green & blueish hell for some, but a paradise to the most!
=D
After 2days of ambulating in the city, we've made our way to the perfect spot for all those who enjoy spending days doing nothin but to find their peace of mind, or just by laying on a deck 5 feet on top of the waves and feel the ceaseless breeze.
Time hangs heavy on our hands. Our mind was on the loose and nothing we have to worry about at all.
For sure, we did explore most parts of the island.
We went through pathways that leaded us to the shore and next, to the native fisherman village, and finally to the other side of the island where couple of luxurious resorts are located.

Here they go...

The reefs on the edge of the continental shelf.

Amazingly it didn;t fly away when I went as near as a foot to take this photo...very bold ey!

Tryna look further before the horizon,
the border of the slopes then to the Davy Jones.

Forget you guys not!

Funny to see them waves went away in the noon followed by a few hours of low tide before the sun sets.

Plain but appetizing.

The bungalows.

<3

Hip Hip, Hooray!

Endangered slaughtering...please don't take em away from us.

He only took around a minute to get there =.="

Zenith!

Repent?
1) I should've stay there for another couple of days.

But nevermind, I'll be goin back again for sure. =D
And I have to admit, this is currently my perfect getaway...
What's next?
=D

Eastern, Part: #1

Forget bout the hibernation, welcome to the post-slumber mode.
Have been lazing a couple of months away, neglecting this blog behind...my bad my bad.
Well, nothing much happen to me within these two months unless you possess fascination towards my routines =)

Just got back from a 1 week vacation at a perfect getaway for us, the town folks.
A bourgeois like me shouldn't require any luxurious trip I guess.
All I plead for is to be able to set my mind free, forgetting how a busy street looks like..
But no matter what, the 1st 2 days were kinda hectic, yet it was tremendous and totally adventurous.
City bus are cheap to hop on but some rural areas or even places which are near to the city are not accessible.
Or perhaps visitors like us just might not get used to their transit route.
Beggars can't be choosers..hence, we did alot of walking in the city once we got out from KKIA.
Homework was done within a week before the trip, yet we have still encountered some trivial matters of no account.
Guess this is somethin usual that often occur in trip like this, aint?
Well, at least we learnt! =)

Aite aite...cut the crap...
Here are some snaps that I wanna share with you guys...enjoy! =)

The minivan we took to reach the bus terminal...crammed! =)

Jesselton Point

Kota Kinabalu Wetland Centre.
Nothing else being spotted besides the greenish scenery, mangroves, mangrovess & mangrovesss! :D
This place is kinda spooky though.

Total peace of mind, don't you think so?

Up up we went, heading Kundasang in the end! ^^

State park.
Thousands from nationwide start their climb here.
Emm...anyone? heh

We did go for a short jungle trekking in just around less than 1mile of jungle trails within the park.
Nature is always the full depth and breadth of what it can possibly be.
What's inside is totally a mystery.
Disastrously beautiful? heh


Us, the duo. <3

Erm, I like this shot very much..hah =)

Just as soon as we left the park, we headed Kundasang straight away,
to the war memorial.

Beautiful pavements throughout whole memorial park.

Awesome =3

Wondering any goldsmith inside?

The loveliest lad I've ever seen in my whole trip.
Must be truly a perfect blend of the natives.

The 'shoplots'

A brief view of the town.

The sea watchers.

Sophisticated.

A locally made fresh milk.
Err, nothin really much different, it's still a milk! xD

Steam locomotive from the early of 19th I guess?
A few quick snaps, during the hustle bustle moment in the state museum before we hotfoot it out of town and towards the airport.

So this is how it looks like in a long house.
A perfect dopey for not knowing this. Shame on me!

Somethin exactly the same as we can always see in some part of the villages here =)

That's it for now...
I'm awfully late for work..
To be continued...

So long!!!